I often feel lonely sometimes even when I am with friends, and I do not know why. Is this a bad thing? I have no idea. It seems like my mind wonders off without even letting me know. My mind automatically switches to autopilot and dreams of things that I would like. Maybe I had some issues when I was young that is still unresolved.
I remembered as a kid I was not always like this, I was always busy with things that I wanted to do and did not worry much. I always played basketball with my buddies every day, and sometimes I played soccer regularly among relatives I was delighted. My parents would get constantly angry with me because was always playing and didn’t have time for my homework at school. My parents always scolded me hoping that I would start to change and start focusing on my studies. When I got in high school I began to change a little, this time I was a little bit serious and didn’t have too much fun. I change because of my parents; I wanted to make them proud of me and tried to please them. When I met my first girlfriend named Eunice, that is when I got serious at my study I was so inspired I studied every night and got A’s in my grade for the first time. I was so in love with Eunice I gave her all of my time. We are together every time. When she has violin lesson, I will wait for her class to end. When she has something important to do, I was always there by her side. I dedicated my life for her I forgot how to have fun.
I didn’t have time to play soccer or basketball. I was busy thinking about the future I didn’t mind my needs to be happy. When my girlfriend broke up with me in college, I was devastated, I felt betrayed and ashamed. I lost three years of my life chasing the wrong girl for me. It broke me as a man; I was depressed for a year. I promised myself to make up for the time I lost and would only focus on my career and nobody else from now on. No more distraction, No more chasing girls. When I graduated college, I was top of my class and graduated with many honors. Now I have a decent job working for a great company. On my way to my dreams and helping my family. I don’t have time for relationships anymore. I only book beautiful London escorts because they are the best. They are a big help to my success. The stress and pain they take away from me every time I book escorts is priceless. I am so happy to have London escorts as part of my life.